Been sitting here trying to write something to express my feelings and I can’t even get my head straight enough to do that, fuck I miss you so much, everytime I wake up without you there I loose my breath, hearing sweet stuff from other guys doesn’t even help it makes me sick. All I want is to be back to 2 years ago , when we first fell in love and I was your everything. Would give anything to have that back cause after this I don’t want anything ever again.
— John Irving (via blua)